Sunday, June 6, 2010

Depression.

Hey guys, So, all I can say is, I've hit rock bottom. Im crushed, broken, and the tears fall freely. This world, is cruel and harsh, specially when you're seventeen and very, very alone. I'm too scared, yeah, to write down the gory details.. but I'm just saying... even though I love romance, its cursed, and you should never ever fall head over heels at such a young age. You should also never EVER rely on people who you think will 'always be there for you'... even if its your 'best friend'. Because people change. And in my case? Definitely for the worst. I wish I had someone to talk to. But I dont. CLG. EDIT- Screw this shit. I will not let this get to me. Or I will, but, when everything is wrong, we move along. Also- When you see my face, hope it gives you hell. Wait, am I going through the 'five stages of depression' or something? Is there any such thing? Ugh. I dont know.

11 comments:

  1. Love hurts. But I know a secret. When you finally find true love, the hurt will feel soooo good. Feel better:)

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  2. I know what you mean, love stinks that is why I read romance books because everything goes right but then in real life it all goes wrong!!!

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  3. I know everything seems like the end of the world when you are a teenager but I promise you that everything is going to be fine. Cry your heart out on your bedroom, eat a lot of ice cream for a week, take a deep breath and move one.

    When I feel depress, I always search about real estate and travel. I love imagining me living in different places. It keeps your mind off thing.

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  4. Thanks guys, I appreciate it, but its not because of the 'love' thing really, at least, not in THAT sense. It also a lot about fucky/sucky/horrible 'best friends'.

    Sigh. Thanks for the kind words though. :)

    Sal. Its the whole you-know-what thing. Call me if you really wanna know.

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  5. I Know what you mean. The fact that you knew you could tell that person anything and then something happens and you're like whoa. what. and then you're done you are just sick and tired of it always happening.

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  6. Hmm....is this breakage of yours because of a break up or 'cause of a usual bff fight..?
    If it's the first one then go shopping and eat loads of ice cream.Tell you what it really works,it did for me..Hope it does for you too..

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  7. Just stop giving a damn. And come with us to Sunday Bazaar.

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  8. Oh lady! I'm sorry! I so don't want you to be depressed... I just want to hug you!

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  9. You're way too sweet to be treated like that.. I wish i could do something to make you feel better!

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