Monday, March 22, 2010

Why do I do this to myself?

Why am I so pathetic?
My A levels are just around the corner. Have I started studying? No. Not even close.

I'm a hopeless romantic. To me that means I'm like Tina Hakim Baba from the Princess Diaries. See, I love romance. I love to read about it, I love soppy, happy endings, I still believe that there is a prince out there [just for me], and I still think that Disney movies are magic. That is one of the reasons why I love Meg Cabot. Like she says, whats a book without romance? All her books are wonderful. A strong female protagonist, a hot guy, getting in and out of a fix, and a happy [sometimes sexy] ending. Aah. What more could you want?

To cut a long story short.

I agree wholeheartedly.

At the starting of this year, I was very, very, very, VERY, lonely. As I mentioned earlier, my best friends- BOTH of them- moved abroad. So even though I have a few old friends here, I miss my old life a little too much.I'm thankfully making new friends, but to get to the point where you can comfortably talk about how you haven't taken a shower in a week, and the other person doesn't get grossed out- well.. getting there is a slow and painful process.
It doesn't help that my ex-bff is acting swell with life, while I'm still hurting on how she single handedlly back stabbed me.
Life sucks. I wish I could die.
I suck.

Until next time, when I can explain my self better.


Wednesday, March 17, 2010

Happy Birthday To Me!

Hello World! I'm not sure where to start actually. This whole blogging thing is pretty new to me, well, not reading blogs- but writing one. The basics of me? I'm a young adult, doing my A levels in Science and English. I love to read, and sometimes write. And I especially LOVE to read chick lit. I also like Greek myths and shit like that. On the whole Twilight vs Harry Potter though, HP wins hands down. I am generally angry at the world these days and sometimes have long bouts of depression, where I cry my eyes out an wallow in self pity. Yes. Life sucks, but it has its moments. I'm in love- or so I think- and so I'm waiting for that [illusion?delusion?] to end. I have a difficult family [but who doesn't, eh?] and two wonderful best friends, who unfortunately are so wonderful, that they've actually left the country. This blog will be about my random musings, love-hate relationships, book reviews, raves, rants and all that comes in between. Or maybe I'll just review books. Ah, we'll see. From yours truly, ChickLitGirl