of open letters and lMfA0 desis

Sometimes, the people you thought you'd visit forever with go all Black Swan on you, and you're left with a back full of lethal black feathers.
They hurt.



Wearing my heart on my sleeve has been more of a bane than a boon, every single time. You may think they like it, but really? They couldn't give a flying f. And I just can't switch it off
Really, I can't.

What do you want from me? What? What is your bs attitude about?
And what have I done to deserve it? We don't have to be twinsies, we really don't. I can have my life and you can have yours. We can co exist. We were doing it so well, and we were having fun, but now there is rancid bitterness and I'm lost and confused.
If I'm dead weight then kick me aside and be done with it, because if you're struggling on because of pity or old soft feelings- I'll be the first to admit it: You're hurting me.
I'd rather you're get out than stay like this. Because we're broken and I'm done trying to fix it.
But I want you to, this time, please.

And you, over there, in the corner. The bruised fellow, with tears and heartache? Shut up.
You're kind, you're smart, you're talented and you are have one of the biggest hearts I've ever seen in a person.
So shut up.
You're beautiful.



Anyway, on to the good stuff.

I watched THE funniest videos EVER today. These brothers are completely silly, but so totally hilarious.







lmao x 3942394827397423

And this is dedicated to everyone who was ever nice to me, all my followers and all my best friends:
(Shut up, they're adorable.)



xx

<3

Chicklitgirl

of hot guys, a big smoochy, and the ramblings of me.

Everyone, or the people who took the survey (unless it was a single person with multiple entries and a lot of free time) has/have spoken.
And NO one wants two separate blogs, so yay. Less work for me. And we continue like this.


THANKYOU FOR FIILING OUT THE BLASTED THING, YOU GUYS <3

MUAH.

My life, at this point in time is a haze of tutions, forced homework completion and sneaky-ebook-reading.
I also made a tumblr, because, well, its never too late to have one of those.
I shall post the link here soon. Its in the process of awesome so, that might take a lil bitty while.

I joined this awesome e-book website for 'professional reader' peeps. I guess I'm kinda professional since I  read books, and then end up reviewing them here 80% of the time.
If you're a book blogger, and dont know anything about it: www.netgalley.com is the way to go.
You can ask publishers for ebooks, though its up to them to accept or reject your request- and then just read and review!
The books on there are ARCs- advanced reader copies, so you wont get just any book from there. But I think its pretty good, nonetheless, because they're free and you'll probably end up reviewing them before a lot of other people, and when you post said reviews, YOU WILL BE [somewhat] RESPONSIBLE FOR MAKING [some] PEOPLE BUY THAT BOOK!
So its win win. Win.

I love glee. I've probably said this 13761832 times, but you know, whats true, is true.
I specially love Blaine aka Darren Criss, as of the latest epi -Blame it on the Alcohol.

I love him because he is a real man.
Singing good music and Harry Potter.
Also brave enough to play gay.
Not to mention the fact that is SO FREAKING ADORABLE.

whats not to love?

Cue creepy fan girl sigh- and- possible drool.


Also, lets not forget the book crushes of the day, shall we!?

Alex from Lauren Oliver's Delirium.
Ash from, The Iron King by Julie Kagawa.
{click on the book names for more info on their deliciousness}


 xxx


CLG