Sunday, April 3, 2011

Faith, Trust and a sprinkling of Pixie Dust.

When I was very small and first saw Peter Pan, I thought the flying bit was very possible.
I had my faith.
I had the trust.
All I needed was the pixie dust.
Thats where my mommy came along, and helped me. We got a big bag of sequins, and the glitter at the bottom of the bag? That, she told me was the pixie dust.
So I stood on the bed (though mom tried to tell me it wouldnt work) and prepared to jump.
To fly.
I took a fistful of the glitter and flinging it in the air, I jumped.

And promptly fell down.


It was very very disappointing. My lil' ol' heart almost broke from the intense sadness of the situation.
I had been looking forward to fly for so long, and when finally we had gotten all the ingredients, the ending was a huge fail.
As I look back on that day, I feel sad once again, for my crushed hopes, and as I look at myself now, at some things that are going on in my life at the moment, I feel a surge of hope.

If I got through being dissapointed at the failure of magic at that tender age?

I can certainly get through it now.

Though I wish, for the upteenth time, I had a fairygodmother who'd wave her magic wand and turn the asshole into the toad he is. :)
Oh and bestow upon me a brain so I can stop the mindless procrastination and study for the MEGASUPER CHEM EXAM I have tomorrow.


Xx
CLG.

7 comments:

  1. Have faith. And trust. You'll find there always is some Pixie Dust incognito as long as you don't lose that faith...

    Funny story... =D

    p.s. Best of Luck with the test.

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  2. HI I LOVE YOU AND KNOW SOMEONE WHO I CAN GET TO MARRY YOU. ;)))

    Chill and be cool, don't let the oneS who're fazool get to you. AND REMEMBA IT'S 4 DA BEST. ALL of it.

    NOW BERRA GO STUDY FOR EXAM.

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  3. hey!! lovely blog!!

    too bad the pixie dust doesn't work.. =( i would hav a truck loaded at my place if it would have.. =)

    come to my blog!

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  4. Life teaches something new at every step.... after few years, u might write about this point of ur life nd smile like u did for ur fall...

    right now, study well, becoz Chem is a tough subject...

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  5. The childhood story part is adorable, I can totally picture you doing that hahahaha aaaaaaaaaaw
    (BTW for people who haven't seen her childhood pictures, she was one of the most adorable cute little kid I've seen)

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  6. @H.G: aw THANKS :)

    @Delerium: Hahaha Danny boy, THANKYOOU <3

    @SOCH: It sure is. Ugh, hate it.

    @Crimson Coral: I know right?! And I did. Its good. :)

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